Author Archives: Hannah Fitzpatrick

A few trippy moments recently where I am snapped into reality of awareness of my own presence and realisation of how unconscious I am of my own energy and sense of presence around others. Just speaking and acting without any intention or thought or witnessing of myself. Sleepwalking. The feeling that my relationships are deterioratingContinueContinue reading “Moving Forth: Inhabiting Myself Better”

So I am currently in that state. Where the nature of existence is clear to you, in all its inexplicability

There is a you, somewhere inside you know what you are. What you could be. But when you face the world, the vast majority of people will not recognise this real you inside. They will see what they want to see and if you don’t make it clear to them that they can’t get awayContinueContinue reading “The Quandary Of The Cracks”

Three men. One job.

Currently in the middle of my ayahuasca retreat. How can words describe it. It has been such an incredible healing and learning journey so far. It really is medicine of the soul. And to say it like that sounds trite, but your soul is here and it is a beautiful expression of love – butContinueContinue reading “Time to grow up (Ayahuasca musings)”

A piece written in a moment of frustration

https://videopress.com/v/NNec0Bf9?resizeToParent=true&cover=true&preloadContent=metadata&useAverageColor=true As you can see I went through different renditions of the design but the person doing the tattoo just did the first one, which is slightly disappointing because the last one is much better. But anyway still pretty cool that I contributed to art on someone’s body! And they seem pretty happy with itContinueContinue reading “Tattoo for a friend: Breaking the corporate rate race with the help of a fairy!”

Just like the last few days I didn’t have proper plans. I packed up my bag with various toys and equipment and I set off wondering what the day would hold for me.

The kind of (positive) blabber that’s been going around my head

Such a good day I just love Summer in the city !! Day started off with a shower and then a lil joint (not something I’d make a regular occurrence but it felt right for today). Was hopping over a wall from a park to get onto the road and some man in a vanContinueContinue reading “Living me best life in Dublin – August ’21”

A few reflections about religion and god love

I love my life so much right now and I am on the journey of love. A few moments from the past few days.

It’s been quite a year so far. Back in January I was harbouring this pain alongside the despair of a dull, eventless Winter. Disconnection, monotony, harsh weather, stalled plans, stuckness, sameness. Perhaps I was still under the illusion that if I was in a relationship, life would instantly be more exciting. Also holding onto aContinueContinue reading “Romantical Learnings”

1 2 : Hey, so what does it feel like? : At first it’s like life itself is being reborn : And now? : The spark is gone. Sparks always disappear. : But there will be more sparks? : Of course. And sparklers. : How do you make the sparks? : You forget about makingContinueContinue reading “Sporadic Magic Moments Inspiring Insights”