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It’s a shuddering kind of sickness Your heart is being extracted from you through every pore Out your arms and your fingers Out your stomach out your thighs These are the thoughts ‘Whoever the he in my life is I will never be adequate for him’ Still… Mother leaves a plate of chips on myContinueContinue reading “Just some feelings”

At some point during the day today I felt the need to get my sluggish body up, outside and moving. So I grabbed my phone, keys and speaker, turned on the tunes, hopped on my bike and set off towards the beach. I played some nostalgic tunes and enjoyed the cold breeze on my faceContinueContinue reading “Chance Encounters And The Unseen Inner Workings Of Our Lives”

Today I went to an ecstatic dance event in Dublin, close to where I live. It was held in this amazing arts/cultural/community centre which was set up by this very cool Polish artist/yogic woman. The place, as with many of the best urban spaces, is very unassuming from the outside. It is an old warehouse/factoryContinueContinue reading “A Meandering Ramble About An Ecstatic Dance I Attended”

Family healing and sacred moments

Today when coming home from a day spent in the park with a couple I just met recently, I had a sudden compulsion to introduce myself to my neighbours. There was a man mowing his lawn two doors down from me. I had never seen his face before. Two doors down. He was wearing earphonesContinueContinue reading “Neighbours”

A few trippy moments recently where I am snapped into reality of awareness of my own presence and realisation of how unconscious I am of my own energy and sense of presence around others. Just speaking and acting without any intention or thought or witnessing of myself. Sleepwalking. The feeling that my relationships are deterioratingContinueContinue reading “Moving Forth: Inhabiting Myself Better”

So I am currently in that state. Where the nature of existence is clear to you, in all its inexplicability

There is a you, somewhere inside you know what you are. What you could be. But when you face the world, the vast majority of people will not recognise this real you inside. They will see what they want to see and if you don’t make it clear to them that they can’t get awayContinueContinue reading “The Quandary Of The Cracks”

Three men. One job.

Currently in the middle of my ayahuasca retreat. How can words describe it. It has been such an incredible healing and learning journey so far. It really is medicine of the soul. And to say it like that sounds trite, but your soul is here and it is a beautiful expression of love – butContinueContinue reading “Time to grow up (Ayahuasca musings)”